Monday, November 4, 2019

A Rightist

“People call me a perfectionist, but I'm not. I'm a rightist. I do something until it's right, and then I move on to the next thing.” (James Cameron)

Dear Self-Confessed Perfectionist,

I know how you feel. It’s been another day where you said the wrong thing at work. It’s another time when you read too much into a friend’s comment. Your mind is going a million miles a minute about all the things you didn’t get right. And all the things you should have done better. It’s not your fault, you know. You’ve been hard-wired this way ever since you first learned how to color inside the lines. Over time, you have become your very worst critic.

You overthink almost everything. You feel too deeply. Things affect you too strongly. You’re the best friend anyone could ever have. Yet you’re your very worst enemy. Be easy on yourself. If today looks like the thousands of days still ahead of your perfectly imperfect life, then rest assured, you will continue to get it wrong.

Your self-imposed duty to never disappoint, and to always do it perfectly is wreaking destruction with your calmness. You are killing yourself gradually emotionally. So here’s what I want you to consider. I’m writing this as much to myself as I am to you:

·        Perfectionism is overrated. It’s suffocating. If you allow it, perfectionism will gradually erode your inner peace and rob you of your joy.

·        Love covers a massive amount of wrongs. Most important of all, love each other deeply, because love makes you willing to forgive many sins. 1 Peter 4:8 (ERV)

·        Think what a “perfect” life looks like. I know it’s been drilled into your head since the day when you formulated your own “American dream.”  It was not indicative of a fulfilling life.

·        Accept that you are an imperfect person loved and accepted by a perfect God. But think about this: while we were wasting our lives in sin, God revealed His powerful love to us in a tangible display—the Anointed One died for us. Romans 5:8 (VOICE)

·        If you’re smart, your mistakes will help to shape you not define you. To those who demand they will never make the same mistake twice. Some of us will make more mistakes than others to get to the finish line. Just promise that you’ll keep going.

·        Perfectionism keeps you from becoming the best version of yourself. Striving for improvement and perfection are not the same thin. Perfection will trick you, every single time; into thinking that achieving excellence is the only way for you to become truly content with you. Resist this temptation.

·        Reaching for perfection prevents you from being in the moment. Work on being present even if things aren’t going to plan. It’s all about being present over being perfect.

·        Perfection creates unhelpful expectations about what life should be. Some of us have conjured up flawless visions of the perfect marriage, the perfect job, or even the perfect weekend. The reality is nothing in our lives can ever be 100% perfect. That only happens in our dreams. It’s difficult in this digital age to come to understand what people project on social media is often a misrepresentation of reality.
 
     Sometimes the truth isn’t very exciting. That’s the beauty of life, all the piles of dirty dishes, missed flight connections, and awkward conversations with friends. These moments teach us valuable nuggets of wisdom and make us”normal” people.

·        You are more inspiring and fantastic a person because of your imperfections not in spite of them.

·        You are enough. There’s no need to either prove yourself to others around you or give them ten reasons why you’d make an awesome [fill in the blank].

Popping the perfectionism bubble may take a long time as we re-wire our mind to accept the truth that we are enough. It’s one that our generation certainly needs to pop. Jesus never demanded perfection. Instead He asked for obedience—to lay down all of our messy human baggage, and simply follow Him. God wants to use us to love and impact a broken world. Before He can do that through us, we need to come to the realization that we have been fearfully and wonderfully made with all our human imperfections.
“At its root, perfectionism isn’t really about a deep love of being meticulous. It’s about fear. Fear of making a mistake. Fear of disappointing others. Fear of failure. Fear of success.”  (Michael Law) [i]


[i] Adapted from: “An Open Letter to Christian Perfectionists Everywhere” by Rachel Moreland
 
 

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