Dear
Larry,
I
love you with all of my heart, and will never stop telling you the truth about
our relationship. We need to extensive counseling through this possibility of you
leaving our home permanently (a divorce). Emotionally, I wish I was strong
enough to stand up to your angry outbursts as you go out on me with your
sweetheart, Rena. (You thought I didn’t know. Surprise.)
The
only reason I stay married to you after finding out this information is because
I believe you are capable of changing in our marriage. You are still the man I
want to grow old with. Right now, I am obviously not your one and only? I need
you to open up, and communicate honestly with me about what’s going on in your
head. Don’t shut me out of your heart anymore.
Sometimes,
you can make me so angry. The bad thoughts about you swirl through my brain
like an out-of-control snowstorm. My mouth then takes over in an effort to
protect myself emotionally. Stop the physical silence and distance sexually. We
have got to stop pushing each others buttons to the point of no return. Do you
want that for us? I will never stop loving you because I’d rather go to Heaven
than live without you.
Love,
Melanie
*Co-authored
by Robert and Bobbi Kinker
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