Wednesday, December 20, 2017

My Wish

I wish Heaven had a phone, so I could hear your voice one last time... (@ibelovely)

At the age of thirty-three, I (John Hanley) was retired from my job as a computer input specialist with The Son of Heaven Bed Linen Factory. I left my job last year in June due to Leukemia. I hope to be in remission soon. I had taken on the household duties of dishes, laundry, vacuuming, and preparing the evening meals for my family of three (me, my working wife, and ten-year-old son) .

Something very odd happened this afternoon. I had spent the earlier part of my morning volunteering at our local library. As I was vacuuming the cushions of the couch, I found an unknown sparkling gold cell phone. I was even more surprised when the phone started to jingle a familiar tune, “Father’s Love” by Bob Carlisle (which is one of my favorite songs).

I picked up the cell phone. I did not recognize the phone number that flashed on the screen. The voice was instantly familiar, but was totally impossible to be speaking to me. It was the voice of a well-known beautician to me.

“Dad, how can you be talking to me when you died in that building explosion when I was twelve? That’s been over twenty years ago.’

“John, that’s a very good question. I’m actually calling from Heaven. It’s always sunny here, and we tend to play a lot of shuffle board, horse shoes, pinochle and bridge around here just like in a a retirement community. There is a special phone up here that allows me to call someone I love dearly every thirty-two human years. Of course time does not exist up here. You were my first choice, Son, did you like my cell phone?”

I was emotionally distraught to be talking with someone who had been absent from my life for so long. I had been chosen over my mom or sister by my dad. The thought astonished me. Though this was an honor, I had to know something.

“I did, Dad, how did you get this cell phone into my house? How did you know where I lived? I wasn’t married when you died nor did I own a house at the time.”

“John, do you remember last week when you and the family went out to celebrate you and your wife birthdays?”

“Of course, we ate at that great new seafood place called “Fish and Beyond.” Afterwards, we accidentally ran into the Easton family from our church at the Paradise Park fountain. Ellis Janssen had his camera with him, and took that great family picture of us hanging in our home. How did you know we went out to eat?”

“I see and know all you do up here. I also know the code to your automatic garage door opener. I magically appeared inside you house. It felt good to use a human method of entering. That Labridoodle of yours barked a lot from his cage as I hid that cell phone in your couch. I knew today at this time would be when you would discover it since Lana your dog couldn’t tell you.”

I sniffed as I tried to speak. “Dad, I miss you so much. I am so sorry you never got to be at my wedding or see your grandson, Lyle. Are you allowed to call Mom or Anne?”

Son, I love you too, but as I said earlier I am only allowed one call every thirty–two human years. I’ll probably call your sister Anne next time. She’ll be somewhere in her seventies at that time. Hopefully, my call won’t give her a heart attack.”  Dad then let out his big reassuring laugh that I had  missed so much as I had grown into manhood without him. It felt wonderful to hear it again.

“John, I see your mother remarried after my passing and eventually retired from driving the public transit bus.”

“Yeah, Dad, Jack Ruckerman has been great for mom and our family. This December marks their twentieth anniversary. They have a big RV, and like to travel to some interesting places around the USA featured on Food Network’s Diners, Drive-Ins, and Dives.”

“Your mother deserved to be happy again. How is your sister, the office administrator doing?”

“Dad, Anne has been married to Carlos Ginger, the tractor salesman, for twenty-five years. Her twins are seniors in high school. Your granddaughter, Macey is a charming young lady. Mason is a dashing grandson. Anne and Carlos have been having problems lately with the twins hanging around the wrong crowd, and getting into trouble. They are great kids that I wish you could have met.”

“John, my wonderful son, how are you really doing?”

“Dad, I just finished chemotherapy several months ago. I’m still tired a bit, but my hair, eyebrows, and eyelashes are growing back. I did manage start my own blog on horses.

“Son, I am so proud of who you turned out to be and what you are overcoming.”

“Jonna, Myles, and I are undergoing family counseling. My cancer was rough on us all.”

“John, I know Jonna is a good wife, and you deeply love her and Myles. Save your marriage and family at all costs. I wish I had tried to make my marriage to your mom better while I was still alive. I know we fought a lot around you and Anne. I am really sorry for that. Will you forgive me?”

“I forgave you a long time ago. As a husband and father, I better understand now why you may have acted the way you did. I really do love you.”

“I know you do. I have to go now as someone else is waiting to use the phone. They get really impatient around here when you spend too much time on the one phone they have. I will see you occasionally in your dreams.”

In tears, I clicked the cell phone shut. I was stunned that something like this could have happened to me. I really needed Jonna got home from work shortly after that. Would my entire family believe my amazing story? Had I dreamed this all up, or had this really occurred? The glittering cell phone in my hand was a positive confirmation to my question that it had all been real.

“You have to start over. That's what they say. But life is not a board game, and losing a loved one is never really starting over. [It’s] more like continuing without.”  ( Mitch Albom, author of The First Phone Call from Heaven)[i]




[i] Adapted from Whatever by Robert A. Kinker, chapter one, “The Call of a Lifetime”

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